I think I am going insane.

I really do.  This past week especially, work wise, has just been crazy and very frustrating.  I thought March was going to be the “take it easy” month but I am doing anything but that.  E-mails keep coming in, items keep getting added to my to do list, stuff with Cellsino poker bunch of issues with bonuses, rakeback etc(growing pains for new poker room/network), lots of coding changes etc to Rakeback Resource, trying to add more stuff to it etc bla bla, and a zillion other things.

I just seem to be all over the fucking place right now.  Really I just to relax, work out, watch The Shield and play video games this month, doing minimal work.  I really need it considering how crazy I have worked the last – god – the last many many years.  Yet here I am past midnight, working away looking at my to do list etc and just stressing.

I’m going to work 6am-5pm every day Wednesday to Friday.  I think if I manage to do that, I can really get my important items to do list completely done.  Then I can relax on the weekend, just handle e-mail etc, and set up a nice more relaxed schedule beginning next week.

In theory anyway that sounds good.  Whether it will work out or not is another thing entirely.

UGH.